Borderline

I hate you.

You’re the bane of my existence

And the thought of you fills my pores with dread

But I love you so bad

So please don’t leave me alone

Because you’re the only one for me

And no one can compare to you

At least that’s what I thought until today

Because I deserve better

And you mean nothing to me

So leave me alone

The way everyone else eventually does

But I need you

And I don’t deserve your love

Because I’m insufferable

And I’m unworthy of such affection

The bane of your existence

So I deserve to be alone

But you pushed me to the edge

And now I’m going to break you down

The way you did to me

Or did I do that to myself?

I don’t really know

I just know there’s a gaping hole in my chest

That only you can fill

So why are you making it bigger?

You ruin everything

I thought you loved me

So why are you leaving me?

I need you

Fuck you

I hate you

Leave me alone

Please come back

I’m sorry

I love you.

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