Look in My Eyes

I hate mirrors and the people in them

I wish I could explain my actions

But I would have to take you to the beginning

Are the gates of Heaven closing

Cuz I'm addicted to sinning

Sometimes I wish I had been raised different

Pursuits of happiness are a dumb excuse

I'm always sad at the end, so really, what's the use

I tend to always fuck up like I got a curse

My momma said I'm like every other man, all I do is hurt

On my knees

Screaming

Mama, what's my worth?

Sometimes I think back to childhood

Playing in the streets, riding bikes, all good

Go back to those days, man, I wish I could

I would end it all now, man, I prolly should

Look in my eyes, what do you see?

A scared child cursed with insecurities

Beyond belief

Look in my eyes, what do you see?

A grown man who has to cry himself to sleep

Look in my eyes, what do you see?

Be for real, don't you dare lie to me

I look in my eyes, I can't see

I don't even see me